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Open Your Eyes

 praying

One day I won’t dream with my eyes firmly closed 

I’ll dream in vibrant colors with my hazel’s fully exposed 

Wide eyed gazing at the blessings I’ve longed to hold 

A token, I wouldn’t  trade for all the world’s  gold 


Carisa Adrienne

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Stalked to Stalker

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Since I was stalked by a stalker…

I memorize your face within a few moments of seeing you.
I recognize your cologne and whether it’s heavy, normal or faintly worn.
I observe you before I enter a surrounding to see what you’re doing.
I repeat your license plate number, color, type of car you drive.
I carry at least one weapon with me at all times.
I wear a baseball cap so I can pull it down low and blend in.
I read, watch and listen to experts talk about ways to escape an assault.
I analyze everything I hear you say to learn more about you.

Now it seems I’m the stalker   


Carisa Adrienne

This piece has been on my mind…. So I reposted it

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I Write for the Things Money Can’t Buy

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Let me write how my love is forever true
Preparing your heart to dance making its début
Let me read my thoughts about your perfect smile
Seeing it once again with your angelic profile
Let me express my loyalty knows no bound
Offering eternal bliss with beautiful sound
Let me compose a melody only my lips will sing
Grinning, listening how you’re my everything
Let me convey my love without needing a reply
I write for the things money can’t buy


Carisa Adrienne

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Northern Lights…Light Up for Me ❤

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Flashpoint

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Play with fire you’ll feel the burn
Touching, fixating, smitten with no concern
Leaving scars that won’t perfectly heal
Addicted to the aggressive, euphoria you feel

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Melting, biting, frenzied feeling alive
Heavenly singe of ecstasy, but will you survive
Craving, begging, breathless to capture the flame
Experiencing the consequences of this lustful game

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Slowly moving towards the exhilaration of the burn
Whether it is love, sex or fucking waiting for your turn

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Carisa Adrienne

Love Big

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Keep close the hearts that are open wide

Grasp the hands that embrace your side

Strong arms that help you reach for the sky 

Magical souls who are constantly on standby 

Cuddle the laughs that last all night 

Cherish the homes opening with an invite

Hold close those who always make you smile 

Love them all we are only here for a little while 


Carisa Adrienne

I love this song. I don’t understand a word of it but it’s stunning. It’s an amazing video too. He traveled to 42 countries to show love resides everywhere.

The song is from a noble peace prize winning poem.   Enjoy 🙂

Normal?

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I’m not the smoothest in town
Bearing bruises from being knocked down
Carrying old photos wherever I go
Sometimes a darling, sometimes a freak show


Carisa Adrienne

I’ve always loved this song.

I feel it was written for me.

Have you ever wondered if your nornal?

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“Beggin For Thread”

So I got edges that scratch
And sometimes I don’t got a filter
But I’m so tired of eating all of my misspoken words
I know my disposition gets confusing
My disproportionate reactions fuse with my eager state
That’s why you wanna come out and play with me

Yeah
Why
Why
Why

Stooped down and out
You got me beggin for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don’t understand
Don’t know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known
Secretly, I think you knew

I got some dirt on my shoes
My words can come out as a pistol
And I’m no good at aiming
But I can aim it at you

I know my actions, they may get confusing
But my unstable ways is my solution to even space
That’s why you wanna come out and play with me, yeah

Stooped down and out
You got me beggin for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don’t understand
Don’t know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known
Secretly, I think you knew
(Secretly I think you knew)

Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out but my tracks are better
Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out but my tracks are better

Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out but my tracks are better
Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out but my tracks are better

Stooped down and out
You got me beggin for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don’t understand
Don’t know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known
Secretly, I think you knew
(Secretly I think you knew)

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Deep Breath

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Breathless, I’m going down
You’re the only air around
Melting, sliding needing your flow
Swaying calmly ever so slow
Pleading to take you in
Sinking, slipping skin to skin
Hungry for more needing to swallow
Deeper and deeper breaths follow
With bated breath, inhaling your generous drive
Once again giving me the essence to survive


Carisa Adrienne

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“Lips”

Sinking fast, undertow
Pull me in, don’t let go
On your mark, ready set
Feel your breath on my neck

Your lips, they got me going
Heart flips, you got me floatin’
Your lips, your lips
Your lips, they got me going
Heart flips, you got me floatin’
Your lips, your lips

Overwhelmed, hazy eyes
Staring at tinted skies
And I like what we do
Running wild just us two

Your lips, they got me going
Heart flips, you got me floatin’
Your lips, your lips
Your lips, they got me going
Heart flips, you got me floatin’
Your lips, your lips
Your lips, they got me going
Heart flips, you got me floatin’
Your lips, your lips
Your lips, they got me going
Heart flips, you got me floatin’
Your lips, your lips

Sip each second drink it slowly
Watch the hours melt away
Sip each second drink it slowly
Watch the hours melt away

Your lips, they got me going
Heart flips, you got me floatin’
Your lips, your lips
Your lips, they got me going
Heart flips, you got me floatin’
Your lips, your lips
Your lips, they got me going
Heart flips, you got me floatin’
You got me float in’
Your Flips

MARIAN HILL

Shake down

Trouble is what I want

My fiery heart I will flaunt

Shake this good girl dress

I’m no angel I must confess

Forcing a smile and so meek

Give me just one night to be a freak

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Sometimes you need one night to just breathe

To remind yourself you are more than what your title is

Who doesn’t love Shakira??

Yup! ❤️

Dollhouse

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Dragging me around like a rag doll
Running back with every call
Making our home feel so small 
I was just your toy after all

Well baby, there’s been a recall


Carisa Adrienne

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Broken Angel(a)

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Long chestnut hair with curls that were complete

Big brown eyes and when she smiled it felt like a dream

Dimples so deep you’d get lost in them

Her beauty was the envy of all

She was the oldest of six kids, and I was youngest

She is someone who helped shape my mind and spirit

I remember as a little girl I would see her paint her nails

She held the most beautiful nails

They were always filed and painted

Always perfectly round with shine

I use to sit to the side of the couch and she mesmerized me with her gift

One of the most vivid memories is her walking down the hospital corridor and crying

My heart aching knowing she was broken that day

I felt my eyes filling up with tears

She had just endured a vicious rape and attack

The hospital making her feel violated again to collect evidence

To help capture and prosecute the devil on the run

Her hands were over her eyes not wanting people to discover her

 Perhaps she didn’t want to see the world

All I know is her nails weren’t the same as they were the day before

I had never seen her nails so short

No longer perfectly round

No longer smooth with color

They were jagged and broken

The way I knew she felt within

As well, the way I felt too


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Carisa

Written for

Angela

My sister and I share many challenges in our lives

She helped prepare me for struggles no one can prepare you for

She is my perfect Angel(a)

The man who raped my sister was a serial rapist

He was caught after being named one of our cities Most Wanted

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