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Afloat

Wish I was on a tiny wooden boat
Slowly sending my grief afloat
No paddles needed for the sea
No destination in mind, no where to be
Fingers gently flowing through it all
Lightning and storming in the downfall
No life vest or beacon in sight
Stagnate but speeding through the night
Sailing adrift with clarity in my eyes
Passing my tears heading for the skies

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Carisa Adrienne

What The…

I might say Damn, Shit or Fuck
Sorry if it offends you
They’re things I say when I’m out of luck

Forgive me if you hate the sound
I’m really a good girl
They’re words I only whisper or write down


Carisa Adrienne

(Blow the fucking speakers out)


 

 

Only Know You Love Her When You Let Her Go

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Texting out of the blue
Asking what I’m up to
Exhaling heavy and deep
Turning off your notification beep

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Carisa Adrienne

Secret Weapon



If you’re sticking to your guns, make sure you’re not shooting blanks. 😉


-Carisa Adrienne

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Open Your Eyes

 praying

One day I won’t dream with my eyes firmly closed 

I’ll dream in vibrant colors with my hazel’s fully exposed 

Wide eyed gazing at the blessings I’ve longed to hold 

A token, I wouldn’t  trade for all the world’s  gold 


Carisa Adrienne

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6 Living on Tulsa Time

 6 stair stepped siblings all in a row

 5 sisters and 1 brother in tow

4 resemble their dad 2 capture their mom

3 are impulsive 3 reserved and calm

2 love to write 4 love to read

1 married young,  5 more followed her lead





-Carisa Adrienne (Crissy) 

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Stalked to Stalker

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Since I was stalked by a stalker…

I memorize your face within a few moments of seeing you.
I recognize your cologne and whether it’s heavy, normal or faintly worn.
I observe you before I enter a surrounding to see what you’re doing.
I repeat your license plate number, color, type of car you drive.
I carry at least one weapon with me at all times.
I wear a baseball cap so I can pull it down low and blend in.
I read, watch and listen to experts talk about ways to escape an assault.
I analyze everything I hear you say to learn more about you.

Now it seems I’m the stalker   


Carisa Adrienne

This piece has been on my mind…. So I reposted it

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Dear Mom

Dear Mom,

I’m finally becoming the woman you always knew I could be. I miss you more and more each day.

Love,
Me

 

Drive Me Home

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Spinning my wheels but going nowhere

Exhausted feeling broken beyond repair

Carrying burdens from years ago

Overpaying debts I didn’t owe

Trying to ease guilt I shouldn’t feel

Pleading for redemption to help me heal

Calibrate – Balance – Rectify me

Feeling brand new by turning the key


Carisa Adrienne

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Well this place is old
It feels just like a beat up truck
I turn the engine, but the engine doesn’t turn
Well it smells of cheap wine, cigarettes
This place is always such a mess
Sometimes I think I’d like to watch it burn
I’m so alone and I feel just like somebody else
Man, I ain’t changed, but I know I ain’t the same
But somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin’ dreams
I think of death, it must be killin’ me

Hey, hey hey come on try a little
Nothing is forever
There’s got to be something better than
In the middle
But me and Cinderella
We put it all together
We can drive it home
With one headlight

-The Wallflowers (partial lyrics)

Written by Jakob Dylan

Everyone Has a Body But Not Every Body Has a Soul

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I don’t want a beautiful chiseled face
But
Mesmerized by endless stunning grace

I don’t thirst for ferocious ecstasies to thrill
But
Hunger for compassion and good will

I don’t long for fingertips tracing flawless skin
But
Yearn for calming solace from within

I don’t drown in blue eyes deep as the oceans
But
Rise from bottomless humane emotions

Don’t let spellbinding desires be in control
Everyone has a body but not every body has a soul


 

Carisa Adrienne

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I experienced struggles at a young age. The three places a child should feel safe is home, school and church. Those places were my prisons. The people dressed in kindness didn’t have  souls to match. I never felt stable and safe. I didn’t find comfort through my eyes but through my heart.

The silver lining was my heart searched for beautiful souls.

I believe I’m able to love deeper and more sincere. My heart is able to pulsate along with beautiful souls.

I’ve been in love millions of times. When 9 /11 happened, I fell in love with every single soul. I didn’t see every image of heroism, but my heart-felt their compassion. I still carry those feelings inside.

I’ll never forget the courage of the firefighters. When people were racing down the stairs, they were running up. Knowing the danger inside the towers, but their souls carried them. Many did not survive, but their compassion lives on.

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I feel the same way about the valor of the military. My heart drums because of their courage and passion. They inspire me with their need to help others. Motivating me to help others too.

I’ve fallen in love with the beautiful souls on WordPress too. I’m moved to tears and smiles as I read your writings. I can feel the emotions you’re expressing deep within. I’m grateful for the beautiful writings shared. They have changed me in so many ways.

Thank you for inspiring me and helping me become a better person. Your heart beats along with mine. Reviving my body and breathing life into my soul when I’m struggling.

I’ve had a hectic few months and have missed so many posts. I will catch up very soon! Forgive me ❤

Much <3,
Carisa

(I can’t stop watching this gif)

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