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Open Your Eyes

 praying

One day I won’t dream with my eyes firmly closed 

I’ll dream in vibrant colors with my hazel’s fully exposed 

Wide eyed gazing at the blessings I’ve longed to hold 

A token, I wouldn’t  trade for all the world’s  gold 


Carisa Adrienne

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Echoing Your Soul

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Lying alone listening to your favorite song

Whispering words as I sing along
Playing on repeat as I calmly reflect
Spinning word for word trying to dissect

My eyes softly flutter with each tear
Moments of uncertainty becoming clear

Lying alone listening to your favorite song
No music on while I sing along
Tasting salty tears with each word
Consoling blues easily being heard

My mind is the record player as I dwell
Echoing your soul chanting heaven and hell


Carisa Adrienne

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Normal?

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I’m not the smoothest in town
Bearing bruises from being knocked down
Carrying old photos wherever I go
Sometimes a darling, sometimes a freak show


Carisa Adrienne

I’ve always loved this song.

I feel it was written for me.

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“Beggin For Thread”

So I got edges that scratch
And sometimes I don’t got a filter
But I’m so tired of eating all of my misspoken words
I know my disposition gets confusing
My disproportionate reactions fuse with my eager state
That’s why you wanna come out and play with me

Yeah
Why
Why
Why

Stooped down and out
You got me beggin for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don’t understand
Don’t know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known
Secretly, I think you knew

I got some dirt on my shoes
My words can come out as a pistol
And I’m no good at aiming
But I can aim it at you

I know my actions, they may get confusing
But my unstable ways is my solution to even space
That’s why you wanna come out and play with me, yeah

Stooped down and out
You got me beggin for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don’t understand
Don’t know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known
Secretly, I think you knew
(Secretly I think you knew)

Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out but my tracks are better
Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out but my tracks are better

Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out but my tracks are better
Hold it out, whoa
Try to hide it out but my tracks are better

Stooped down and out
You got me beggin for thread
To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head
Stupidly think you had it under control
Strapped down to something that you don’t understand
Don’t know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known
Secretly, I think you knew
(Secretly I think you knew)

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Wish Right Now… Airplanes

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So airplane, airplane, sorry I’m late

I’m on my way so don’t close that gate

If I don’t make that then I’ll switch my flight

And I’ll be right back at it by the end of the night

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I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now
Wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now
Wish right now

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I repeat these lyrics over and over everyday.

My boys make me smile. I will hear them singing these words under their breath.

They have no idea we repeat them for different reasons. They like the beat and the way the speakers boom when it’s played. I repeat them because sometimes it’s hard being in charge of little (big)  lives…


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Below is one of my favorite pictures of them. I ran into the grocery store. I gave them $20 to go to the dollar store. My oldest snapped the picture. He wrote on it and uploaded it to his Instagram…image❤️


My SideKick

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Always by my side cruising throughout the day

We sing, dance, laugh and pray

Innocently in my arms rocking out

Schooling the teacher what life’s all about

Chubby cheeks bouncing on my hip

Lifting you high with a turn and a flip

Before long you took a long-awaited stand

Now when we roll we stroll hand in hand

It’s been years now but you’d still be my pick

My boy, you’ll forever be my rocking sidekick

-Carisa Adrienne (Aka) Mom

8/4/ 2015

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Mr. Piano Man

(Forgive my voice cracking I have a sore throat)

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Mr. Piano Man play my favorite song
I know the words so I’ll sing along

You wrote the lyrics just for me
Elegant chords with every key
Mesmerized sitting with your baby grand
Beautiful melody with the touch of your hand
Hammering away on the black and whites
Heart dancing with much delight
Pedaling notes singing my favorite song
Laying on your piano where I belong


Carisa Adrienne

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Sensing You

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Winter, tasting snowflakes fall upon my face

Summer, watching the sun’s wonder and its grace

Spring, smelling the red sweet rose in the breeze

Fall, hearing the swaying of falling leaves

Touching Winter, Spring, Summer and Fall

You are my constant love throughout it all


Carisa Adrienne

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Just You and Me

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Dear You…

i laugh at us

i wonder about us

i miss us

i want us

i cry for us

i need us

i picture us

i listen for us

i hear us

i feel us

i smile for us

i live for us

i die for us

i CRAVE us

i Forgive us

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE US

– Me

The only thing that’s more beautiful than this song is…. You❤️


“Just You and Me”

Do I need to be invisible to just survive
Or am I foolishly wasting my time
Try so hard to quiet my expensive dreams
Before they take me out, leave me wondering

Baby, it’s just You & Me, we got a thing they can’t shake
Maybe, it’s a little hard sometimes to take
But I’ll tell you something, it’s a life worth living
Just so you know, I wouldn’t give it up, no.

Is it all a market war in this economy
Filling up headlines with our fantasy
System fails hard & we fall apart sometimes
But then you pull me back with your quiet smile

Baby, it’s just You & Me, we got a thing they can’t shake
Maybe, it’s a little hard sometimes to take
But I’ll tell you something, it’s a life worth living
Just so you know, I wouldn’t give it up, no

-.Rie Sinclair and Jayson Belt

 

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