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Echoing Your Soul

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Lying alone listening to your favorite song

Whispering words as I sing along
Playing on repeat as I calmly reflect
Spinning word for word trying to dissect

My eyes softly flutter with each tear
Moments of uncertainty becoming clear

Lying alone listening to your favorite song
No music on while I sing along
Tasting salty tears with each word
Consoling blues easily being heard

My mind is the record player as I dwell
Echoing your soul chanting heaven and hell


Carisa Adrienne

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Three Minutes

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Give me three minutes of your time
You could tenderly explain your crime
Perhaps I’d forgive your heart’s treason
Make me understand – Give me one reason

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Maybe your mind was stolen for a day or so
The winds blowing hard you had to let go
Wonder if remorse floods your heart
Waves of blood flowing back to the start

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Back to simpler times without doubt
No rooms filled with shame to clear out
Maybe if you’d cry just one tear for me
I could be unshackled and set free

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Carisa Adrienne

I wrote this at 4 am today.

My sister has been on my mind.

I wish I could stop loving her the way I do….

The whole truth…..

I posted this post last week on accident. It was something I wrote 3 months ago in my drafts rather pen and paper. It was never meant to be seen. I deleted it immediately. I had many emails and comments asking where it went. I’m humbled by the kind words of everyone who encouraged me to post it. I decided to finish the piece and repost it.

My oldest son, Joshua, and I play a music game. When we are driving we take turns listening to each other’s playlists. He is nearly 15 years now and talking isn’t one of his favorite things. I believe listening to someone’s playlist might be one of the best ways to understand them.

I will play a song and vice versa. I can sense the emotion he is feeling and my hope is he can sense mine too. I feel humor, love and struggle when he plays his playlist.

Joshua has had a complicated life. I am so proud how he has handled taxing situations. His father (my ex-husband) and my older sister are now married. They have now been married for over ten years. They were together before he was born. Through my FBI skills (😉) I was able to figure out their web of illusion.

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Lucid Dreams

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Drifting off intertwined and complete
Our hearts simultaneously start to beat
Protecting, praying our souls to keep
Embracing heavenly love as we sleep
Content, secure, dreaming in lucid bliss
Leaving early always placing a soft kiss
Waking, looking, wondering where you went
Suddenly remembering you are heaven sent


Carisa Adrienne

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You know my….

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words
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touch
laugh
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pain
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Or are they things you only once knew…. 

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Me…. Carisa

Purity No More

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A Zing
For a King
Who had a Fling
Heart felt the Sting
My eyes were a Spring
No more Bling Bling
I threw back his Ring
It ain’t no big Thing
I can still Sing 🎼

-Carisa Adrienne


Thank you Richard Ankers  for the inspiration 🙂

Follow up from “Demise” 🙂

Demise

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Don’t bother me with your lies
Don’t disturb me with your alibis
Don’t distract me with your eyes
Don’t come to me with your cries
Don’t meet me with your disguise

Darling, touching me will be your demise

-Carisa Adrienne

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