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Echoing Your Soul

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Lying alone listening to your favorite song

Whispering words as I sing along
Playing on repeat as I calmly reflect
Spinning word for word trying to dissect

My eyes softly flutter with each tear
Moments of uncertainty becoming clear

Lying alone listening to your favorite song
No music on while I sing along
Tasting salty tears with each word
Consoling blues easily being heard

My mind is the record player as I dwell
Echoing your soul chanting heaven and hell


Carisa Adrienne

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Rise up with courage fight the beast
Be brave- Be wild- Or he will feast
His appetite is fierce he won’t give in
Leaving massive scars deep within
Gather up your anguish to fight the savage
Ready for clemency Ready to ravage
Release your heartache to be your drive
Leading to its death but you will survive


Carisa Adrienne

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The whole truth…..

I posted this post last week on accident. It was something I wrote 3 months ago in my drafts rather pen and paper. It was never meant to be seen. I deleted it immediately. I had many emails and comments asking where it went. I’m humbled by the kind words of everyone who encouraged me to post it. I decided to finish the piece and repost it.

My oldest son, Joshua, and I play a music game. When we are driving we take turns listening to each other’s playlists. He is nearly 15 years now and talking isn’t one of his favorite things. I believe listening to someone’s playlist might be one of the best ways to understand them.

I will play a song and vice versa. I can sense the emotion he is feeling and my hope is he can sense mine too. I feel humor, love and struggle when he plays his playlist.

Joshua has had a complicated life. I am so proud how he has handled taxing situations. His father (my ex-husband) and my older sister are now married. They have now been married for over ten years. They were together before he was born. Through my FBI skills (😉) I was able to figure out their web of illusion.

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Lost and Found

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Toss me out and turn me in

Forgetting me in the rusty old bin

Set me free no longer bound

Hanging in the lost and found

Carisa Adrienne


“Summertime Sadness”

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you’re the best

I got my red dress on tonight
Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight
Done my hair up real big beauty queen style
High heels off, I’m feeling alive

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey, I’m on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore

(1, 2, 3, 4)

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you’re the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I’m feelin’ electric tonight
Cruising down the coast goin’ ’bout 99
Got my bad baby by my heavenly side
I know if I go, I’ll die happy tonight

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey, I’m on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore

(1, 2, 3, 4)

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you’re the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Think I’ll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky
Later’s better than never
Even if you’re gone I’m gonna drive (drive, drive)

I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you’re the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness
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Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
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Masquerade


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Living no spectacular life, nothing to be craved
Bearing colossal scars life has engraved
Course jagged sins stitched up just for me
Bitter screams pleading, echoing to be free
Wounds bubbling up wanting to be heard
Epic sounds screeching word for word
Voices seeping out battling for my soul
Begging for strength and self-control
Holding my breath silencing the cries
Hiding the woman before your eyes


Carisa Adrienne

The song may not go with the poem.

However, I can’t seem to stop playing it…..

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Rabbit Hole

   I will find your rabbit hole 

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And show you your beautiful soul

❤️

Carisa Adrienne

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HOPE

Never lose grasp of the ribbon of rope 

That carries the balloon of hope  ❤️

Carisa Adrienne 9/5/2015

 

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Purity No More

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A Zing
For a King
Who had a Fling
Heart felt the Sting
My eyes were a Spring
No more Bling Bling
I threw back his Ring
It ain’t no big Thing
I can still Sing 🎼

-Carisa Adrienne


Thank you Richard Ankers  for the inspiration 🙂

Follow up from “Demise” 🙂

Sing

 

One, Two, Three, Four… Now dance

Time to jump and take a chance

Your mind isn’t playing tricks on you

Girl, speak your mind, make your debut

Clap! Tell everyone what you have to say

Trust your words… Start to convey

Again, One, Two, Three and Four

Lets hear you whisper, cry or roar

Snapping fingers, telling us what it’s about

So Captivating… No one can shut you out

Your voice is stunning and full of bliss

Believe in yourself, you’ve got this!

Carisa Adrienne

8/22/2015

Early morning writing with headphones

Listening to: Sam Hunt

Song: House Party

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