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Stalked to Stalker

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Since I was stalked by a stalker…

I memorize your face within a few moments of seeing you.
I recognize your cologne and whether it’s heavy, normal or faintly worn.
I observe you before I enter a surrounding to see what you’re doing.
I repeat your license plate number, color, type of car you drive.
I carry at least one weapon with me at all times.
I wear a baseball cap so I can pull it down low and blend in.
I read, watch and listen to experts talk about ways to escape an assault.
I analyze everything I hear you say to learn more about you.

Now it seems I’m the stalker   


Carisa Adrienne

This piece has been on my mind…. So I reposted it

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Three Minutes

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Give me three minutes of your time
You could tenderly explain your crime
Perhaps I’d forgive your heart’s treason
Make me understand – Give me one reason

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Maybe your mind was stolen for a day or so
The winds blowing hard you had to let go
Wonder if remorse floods your heart
Waves of blood flowing back to the start

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Back to simpler times without doubt
No rooms filled with shame to clear out
Maybe if you’d cry just one tear for me
I could be unshackled and set free

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Carisa Adrienne

I wrote this at 4 am today.

My sister has been on my mind.

I wish I could stop loving her the way I do….

Goodbye to You

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I wrote a piece with these words back in 2003.

This song is so fitting ❤

See ya or C-ya

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Looking over my shoulder watching you sway

Methodically moving, seeing you stray

Enthralled with the beauties passing you by

Flashing those dimples, twinkling your eye

Playing recklessly thinking I don’t see

Realizing this game isn’t for me

So keep your smile and wandering eye

Now I’m one of the beauties passing you bye


Carisa Adrienne

3/2003

I was a Symphony

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My heart is weak and open to all
Listening with smiles when you call
Believing your words are pure and true
Revealing my deep dark secrets too
Giving my honesty and misguided trust
With your laughing sprinkle of gold dust
My eyes burn with fogged glittery mold
Learning everything that glitters isn’t gold


Carisa

Burned by friendship hurts the most…

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Dollhouse

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Dragging me around like a rag doll
Running back with every call
Making our home feel so small 
I was just your toy after all

Well baby, there’s been a recall


Carisa Adrienne

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POKER FACE

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Queen of Hearts looking to complete her suit 

Perhaps a King she will recruit 

With all her chips she plays her hand at Poker  

She’s cheated with a bluff when she’s dealt the Joker 


Carisa Adrienne

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Paradise in Hell

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I hope your hell is filled with…

beautiful smiles

vibrant pictures

favorite songs

forgiving eyes

kind voices

wild nights

memories

promises

bravery

dreams

success

laughs

kisses

Of Me


Carisa Adrienne

 Dead Sea

My lips harbor vitality capturing your ships soul

Rescuing you from despair of the treacherous black hole

Eyes withering without glistening glow

Drifting with speed with no place to go

Stroking your vessel with vibrant pastels

Hundreds of pennies with wishing wells

Waking your sails bringing them alive

Your broken compass begins to thrive

Anchoring against constant waves of the ocean

Navigating your travels toward the beacon of emotion

Sailing ashore with ease surpassing me

Leaving me capsized stranded in the

Dead Sea

-Carisa Adrienne

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So many are trigger happy…

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