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The whole truth…..

I posted this post last week on accident. It was something I wrote 3 months ago in my drafts rather pen and paper. It was never meant to be seen. I deleted it immediately. I had many emails and comments asking where it went. I’m humbled by the kind words of everyone who encouraged me to post it. I decided to finish the piece and repost it.

My oldest son, Joshua, and I play a music game. When we are driving we take turns listening to each other’s playlists. He is nearly 15 years now and talking isn’t one of his favorite things. I believe listening to someone’s playlist might be one of the best ways to understand them.

I will play a song and vice versa. I can sense the emotion he is feeling and my hope is he can sense mine too. I feel humor, love and struggle when he plays his playlist.

Joshua has had a complicated life. I am so proud how he has handled taxing situations. His father (my ex-husband) and my older sister are now married. They have now been married for over ten years. They were together before he was born. Through my FBI skills (😉) I was able to figure out their web of illusion.

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Coveting my life

Stunning with angelic wings

Carrying evil tortuous things

A mirage as shelter from the storm

Cold as ice to keep me warm

Magical with mystical conclusions

Pulling the strings creating illusions

A hero masquerading for all to see

A thief cunning for the best of me

God-like reciting all to hear

Immoral as Judas cutting off my ear

Your ivory lace turned to black

Devilish grin stabbing me in the back

Our mother witnessing begins to weep

For conceiving both wolf and sheepimage

 

-Carisa Adrienne

8/14/2015

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