To Both My Loves…

 

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I knew you’d search for me.

You can stop searching now.

I never left you.

I’m the beat in your heart.

I’m the arms that embrace you.

I’m the gravity that grounds you

I’m the bones that help you fight.

I’m the skin that protects you.

I’m the sin that asks for forgiveness.

I’m the dreams that visit you.

I’m the eyes that fall in love.

I’m the heart that heals after broken.

I’m the ears that sees beyond beauty.

I’m the breath that is calm and deep.

I’m the mind that keeps you focused.

I’m the compassion you carry.

I’m the fool that comes alive.

I’m the lips that speek kindness.

I’m the intuition that keeps you safe.

I’m the tears that cleanses you.

I’m the music that never leaves you.

I’m the blood that runs through your soul.

I’m the feet that chase after your dreams.

I’m the fingers that grasp hope.

I’m the hands that create beauty.

I’m the scent that brings comfort.

I’m the knees that lock for challenges.

I’m the memories that love you.

I’m the link that connects you.

I’m the wings that carry you.

I am your Mother
-Mom  ❤️  8/15/2015

Words of Wisdom
Boys, Promise me you’ll always remember: You’re braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. ❤️

Deep Breath…Deep Breath…

I created this blog for you both. I want you to have a piece of my soul. I know you are probably young men now….. Tears… And more tears….Big Deep Breath…….I am so proud of you both.💗💗

I was always told I’d never have children. I knew I’d go through hell to hold a piece of heaven. I’d do it all again without skipping a beat ❤️

On our way to school I would always recite your favorite words…

If I had the choice of all the billions of people in the world… I would always pick you!   ❤️Mom
Joshua’s songs….

Son, thank you for being my first love. The reason for so much happiness. The most amazing eyes and cheeks. ❤️


Walker’s songs…

And of course your video… Son this is my wish for you… You are so cute.. I have beautiful children.. So glad we made this video…. You and Joshua are my bliss ❤️

The song Clouds……
Listen, I know you both still know these lyrics. Play them often and listen for my voice. You will hear my words… My voice..my love…❤️

I know there are different versions but my favorite is when Matchbox 20 surprised the crowd with the song.

I know Walker will be searching for the regular version…. Love them both..

Clouds

By-Zach Sobiech

“Clouds”

I fell down, down, down

Into this dark and lonely hole

There was no one there to care about me anymore

And I needed a way to climb and grab a hold of the edge

You were sitting there holding a rope

And we’ll go up, up, up

But I’ll fly a little higher

Go up in the clouds because the view’s a little nicer

Up here my dear

It won’t be long now, it won’t be long now

When we get back on land

Well I’ll never get my chance

Be ready to live and it’ll be ripped right out of my hands

And maybe someday we’ll take a little ride

Go up, up, up and everything will be just fine

We’ll go up, up, up

But I’ll fly a little higher

Go up in the clouds because the view’s a little nicer

Up here my dear

It won’t be long now, it won’t be long now

If only I had a little bit more time

If only I had a little bit more time with you

We could go up, up, up

And take that little ride

We’ll sit there holding hands

And everything would be just right

And maybe someday I’ll see you again

We’ll float up in the clouds and we’ll never see the end

We’ll go up, up, up

But I’ll fly a little higher

Go up in the clouds because the view’s a little nicer

Up here my dear

It won’t be long now, it won’t be long now

I hope this site helps you to understand me a little more. I hope you will be able to understand yourself a little more too. ❤️

 


I hope to fill the pages for you both ❤️♥️