Sometimes I believe you Sometimes I don’t
Packing to leave but you know I won’t
Times you run ahead Times you fall behind
Today my friend – Tomorrow fucking with my mind
Hating your truth Loving your lies
Pulling my lows Pushing my highs
Sometimes this Sometimes that
Feeling like a lion purring like a cat
Staring into your eyes questioning what I see
Always and forever….just little ol’ me
Carisa Adrienne
This song is on my daily playlist.
I believe I am my strongest rival at times.
I fight my inner self more than anything else.
I obsess about things I should never think twice about.
When I want something so much I tend to over think things and it hurts my strategy.
I realize the girl in the mirror and I want the same thing,
80 thoughts on “Always”
Pimpf
life can be such struggle some times , I can understand and remember times of my life when I felt just as you express them here . we try to move on making our way in life . great words, illustration and song as usual 🙂
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Carisa Adrienne
You’ve always understood me. 😉I love that about you. Thank you and your words always make me feel inspired. Love when you comment. ❤️. Hope you’re well 😘
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Pimpf
Fine here thanks . When you speak with your heart and your guts you will always find some other people who can recognize their own path close to your own or also feeling the same way you do. I really enjoy it very pleased to read you, thanks for sharing all this with us 🙂
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Captain Q
We can look at this two ways. One- grateful you posted again. Two- angry you have deprived us of such beauty for so long! 😉
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Carisa Adrienne
Ahhhh my favorite pirate always knows how to make me blush! Aren’t you suppose to robbing people not giving them things to blush about. 😉🙄💜
Thank you for your sweet words as always.
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Captain Q
You’re welcome! I’m just happy to see you around these parts!
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Carisa Adrienne
Did you say that with twang? Cause that’s the way it read in my head. 🙄
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Captain Q
Of course!!! Doesn’t everyone?!
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Carisa Adrienne
Ha! I suppose they do! Ugh! Lok
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Captain Q
😃
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wafflemethis
Love it, just stop questioning everything and you’ll realize the truth is what you want it to be😊
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Carisa Adrienne
Ha! Yes the truth will set you free 😉
Thank you for your kind words. 😊
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rachel
missed your words my sweet friend. xx
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Carisa Adrienne
Ahhh you’re the best 😘😉❤️
Thank you! Always miss you!
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Carisa Adrienne
Ok. Had to show you another 10 sec video of my boy. Didn’t want to pollute your site so I’ll erase after you see it. So freaking adorable.
https://www.musical.ly/v/MzQ3OTE4ODg2NjkxOTU3MDY3MzY2NA.html
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rachel
my heart is MELTING!!
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Carisa Adrienne
I didn’t see this!!! Was he not the funniest. Wow! You get me so much when it comes to my kiddos. We both love our kiddos so much!❤️
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rachel
my little guy graduated from kindergarten today. 😂😂😂😂😂😂
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Carisa Adrienne
My heart is ah fluttering!!! Rachel you’ve got great kids because they have you as their mom. ❤️
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rachel
back at ya. ❤️
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thesmilingpilgrim
Buffy the vampire slayer sure is intense lol
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Carisa Adrienne
Indeed she was 😉
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moonskittles
Beautiful and inspirational as always Carisa! 🙂
Dajena ❤
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Carisa Adrienne
Dajena! How are you??? I’ve not been on here very much lately. I need to come and check out your pieces. Thank you for you sweet words. ❤️
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moonskittles
🙂 I am super! wishing you the same Carisa! 🙂
❤ Dajena
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georgeforfun #MATURE, YOU'VEBEEN WARNED Life's too short to be miserable or serious anymore!
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Carisa Adrienne
Thank you so much! ❤️
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georgeforfun #MATURE, YOU'VEBEEN WARNED Life's too short to be miserable or serious anymore!
My pleasure 💞
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sonofabeach96
This is absolutely true for most of us, I think. But, if you don’t trust yourself, who will? And, I haven’t heard that song in years! Thanks for the flashback!! 😃
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Carisa Adrienne
Lol. Yes, if I didn’t trust myself I wouldn’t be able to debate it with anyone else. Hehe! Yes! That song is timeless 😉
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sonofabeach96
So you’re a master debater?!? 😃
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Carisa Adrienne
Lol!! You’re killing me!! How’d I miss this comment! It’s one of the best ones ever! lol. 😊
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sonofabeach96
Ha! 😃
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thespiritkeepers
Welcome back. Thought provoking poetry and the video brought me back years to the wilder side of me. Be well.
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Carisa Adrienne
Joseph, oh how much I’ve missed you. I love the wild side of you. I actually love any side of you! 😉❤️
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thespiritkeepers
Ha ha ha you are too funny!
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Carisa Adrienne
I miss my partner in crime. I keep on emailing you and it says it’s never sent. I know I have the right Email address. Is it just me that is having an issue? Miss you! ❤️
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thespiritkeepers
Thank you miss you too.
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Eric
Now this…..this I missed. Love you and your words, Sweet Carisa. ❤
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Carisa Adrienne
Eric Thank you for the wonderful greeting. Love you too and of course your beautiful words. ❤️
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Eric
Goodnight, Beautiful Carisa. ❤
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Carisa Adrienne
Good night sweet Eric ❤
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Eric
Goodnight, Beautiful Lady! ♡
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Carisa Adrienne
Good night handsd
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Eric
😚
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David
You are a gif!
Oh, I meant gift!
Your wrappings are lovely.
🙂 smiley bookends 🙂
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Carisa Adrienne
David you never cease to amaze me with your adorable words. You made me laugh out loud. ❤️😉. I’ve missed you!
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thelonelyauthorblog
I refuse to comment on your post!!! (oh, I guess I did). I FUCKING MISSED YOU. Sorry, for cursing. But I had to get it out. Hope you understand, Sunshine.
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Carisa Adrienne
Andrew you never have to apologize to me for anything. 😉 Oh how I’ve missed your wonderful humor and words. ❤️😉
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thelonelyauthorblog
Have a great one. Hope to see more of you.
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Michael
Love that Obsession tune!😊 On a deeper note, I think many of us struggle to get out of or to get into our inner self. I’m thinking about our struggle between being shadow or persona dominated and unifying both into Self. Fight on beautiful girl!😘
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Carisa Adrienne
Michael, I missed about 7 comments from this post. I need to figure out a way to read my dashboard better. I think you’re right. I know we all have a little angel and devil in us. Lol. I know I certainly do. I think my biggest inner fight is self doubt.
You always make feel so good when I read your words. Thank you for being such a great buddy! 😉❤️
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Rita
Hot damn!
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Carisa Adrienne
Rita! I was going through my comments and just saw your “Hot Damn” lol. I adore you so much! ❤️
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Rita
Lol! Adore you too sweetness ❤️
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Carisa Adrienne
❤️😘
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lonerloaner
I’m not going to coax you. I’m not going to be like most and say to take it easy on yourself. I’d be a liar because that’s not what I do. If that is what you think will comfort you, you’re more than capable to indulging, but I get the strange sense you want just one more person to say to you, It’s ok…. It’s ok to live in the inner murky. No in fact, it’s the only true way. To feel the visceral reality of your you-ness. To know we suck but not to despair. To make a battle out of it, to paint and repaint and layer upon layer without care for the texture it makes. Paint on and don’t be afraid to use dark colours or dwell inside longer than needed. 🙏
P.s. Your return poem inspired the next one for me…. There you go, some of us will see you as a muse in things you think nothing of
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Carisa Adrienne
OMGEE! I never saw this. I smiled the minute I began to read it. I always know you’ll tell me like it is. I love that about you. Your comment has made me feel so inspired. Thank you for always being such a great blogging buddy! I’m going to find the poem you wrote!! You’ve made my day. Next time you don’t hear from me let me know. I don’t get have my notifications. This is one of my all time favorite comments. Paint on my friend. ❤️😉
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persoinpoesia2015
🙏➰❤️😘
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Carisa Adrienne
❤️😉😊😘
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mopana
Wow! Torn from life this poem. Beautiful words, Carisa.
Hugs and kisses ❤
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Carisa Adrienne
Monica you always make me feel so inspired. Thank you my love. ❤️
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mopana
You always inspired me as well, Carisa 🙂
Love, hugs and kisses ❤
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Carisa Adrienne
😘😊❤️😉🙏
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mopana
💕 ¸¸.•´¯💕 Love 💕 ¸.•´¯ 💕
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Erika Kind
Hi, Carisa! Deep thoughts about that confusion but in the end, we should stick with what feels good even if we cannot explain it rationally. I love the photos of you, dear! 💖
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Carisa Adrienne
Erika you and I thinks so much alike we could be long lost sisters. Thank you for the kind words. Sending you lots of love ❤️
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Erika Kind
We definitely could and maybe we are. It often seems to me that we are meeting here so many spirits we have already known before. Thanks to modern technology this all is possible! Lots of love to you too, Sis 😊
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Kabir Malik
Wow! You nailed it! Awesome.
Can’t tell you how much Iissed reading you.
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Carisa Adrienne
Kabir you’re always so good to me! Thank you! I’m so sorry I’ve been so bad about read if your posts. I’ve been away from WP so much. I miss reading them! I’ll be by very soon! I hope you’re doing well. Hope you’re job is still going well! ❤️
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Kabir Malik
Hey Carisa 🙂 yes, yes .. I understand.
We could always connect back whenever you are free.
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Kabir Malik
Things are great at my end and it’s a good feeling to gradually evolve as a person. Job is going well too 🙂
Life’s good.
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moonskittles
Have missed your posts and your eye-catching gifs 🙂
Lovely to have you back!
Dajena ❤
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Carisa Adrienne
Thank you beautiful 😘
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Simon
Finding out who we are and how best to deal with life’s struggles is so hard sometimes… I feel a bit of where you’re at Carisa ☺
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Carisa Adrienne
It is so hard isn’t, Simon. My whole life people ask my advice on their challenges. I always say…. I don’t know what the heck I’m found myself. Lol. However, I realized if so many were asking my advice it meant maybe I should trust myself too. Maybe I was doing something right. Lol. Simon I’m sure your tender heart brings you to what is right. ❤️😘
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Simon
Its all relative, what seems like bad to us is good to someone else. Or it’s how you’re perceived to cope.
I imagine that is how it is with you.. that and you’re awesomeness 😘❤
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Carisa Adrienne
You’re so sweet. Back atcha 🙂 ❤️
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Simon
😃😃😃
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Grandtrines
Reblogged this on Risque Bizness: Enter at Your Own Risque.
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