I’m trying to be everything you need
Giving affection Taking demands
No matter what I can’t succeed
Am I going up or about to fall
Giving all I have Taking all I want
Fuck you, Fuck me, Fuck it all
Carisa Adrienne
I’m trying to be everything you need
Giving affection Taking demands
No matter what I can’t succeed
Am I going up or about to fall
Giving all I have Taking all I want
Fuck you, Fuck me, Fuck it all
Carisa Adrienne
109 thoughts on “Blow Me”
My Pirate Chambers
I like the poem. I dislike the emotions.
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Carisa Adrienne
Thank you β€ Sidenote… No longer feeling those emtions β€
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My Pirate Chambers
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Carisa Adrienne
Also… I can’t spell.. π
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My Pirate Chambers
I forgive you.
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Carisa Adrienne
Haha π
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rachel
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Carisa Adrienne
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thespiritkeepers
Gotta love you and Pink.. Yay to Carissa power. β€
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Carisa Adrienne
Haha :). You know I already think the world of you… Now, you’re trying to tell me you’re a P!nk fan too!!! You’re trying to kill me! β€οΈWhere have you been recently!? I’ve been here but haven’t seen you! Missed you! π
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thespiritkeepers
Ha ha ha I’ve always been here did have a big mouth until now LOL Missed you too
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Carisa Adrienne
Thank you, my sweet Joseph! β€οΈ
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Erika Kind
Strong emotions and very powerful, Carisa.
There comes the day when we finally wake up and say: WTF!!!
What a feeling!
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Carisa Adrienne
One of the best feelings in the world! π
Love you outlook of it π β€οΈ
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Erika Kind
I think I can relate to it ππ
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Carisa Adrienne
Ha!! Me too! π
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Erika Kind
Sounds like kindred spirits ππ
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Pimpf
Strong emotions, anyone can relate through their experience in life, sometimes love or emotions hurt and they leave a deep scar, but sometimes we need this to go on , great words very deep and touching
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Carisa Adrienne
Thank you! You captured exactly what is true. It’s hard to see during the time. After the fact it’s so plain. β€οΈ
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Dr. Suesszues-Zen
woo! =D been meaning to be by, my computers a mess… take care -J
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Carisa Adrienne
Thank you! π
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Lynz Real Cooking
Very strong and full of emotion! xx
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Carisa Adrienne
Thank you, Lynz! πβ€οΈ
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Lynz Real Cooking
xxx
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Eric
Do I need to write an essay on how awesome you are so you can give it to someone?
You ARE awesome…and I’m happy to know you, Beautiful Lady. β€
All my best.
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Carisa Adrienne
Oh my sweet Eric β€οΈ If you wrote the essay it would set them on fireβ€οΈπβ€οΈ
Thank you my awesome Friend! π
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Eric
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Eric
Goodnight, Beautiful. β€
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Carisa Adrienne
Good morning! It’s going to be an awesome day! I can just feel it! β€οΈ I love that Peyton Manning is going to the Super Bowl! He has such character… I hope he wins this year. Your character reminds me of his… Or vice versa! π β€οΈ
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Eric
Well we were both raised in New Orleans. π maybe it’s the city? Good morning, Carisa! Let’s have a great day! β€
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Carisa Adrienne
Game on π God Bless New Orleans! β€οΈ. I’m sure you’ve seen this but it’s one of my favorite videos. I’ve never seen Peyton Manning be this funny. I read where he didn’t know what was going to be said. He almost couldn’t do the video he was laughing so hard. You can tell he has sense of humor. π
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Andy
I don’t think you can be everything someone else needs, without giving up on yourself. It’s not a healthy balance, in my experience.
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Carisa Adrienne
I do believe you’re right, Andy. I wasn’t always as wise as you are. Now, I’m just as smart as you π
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Andy
You missed the second ‘s’ off “smart as”.
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Carisa Adrienne
Lol! It’s on like Donkey Kong… You just wait! π
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justagirllost2
I love the way you vent β€οΈπβ€οΈ
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Carisa Adrienne
Thank you! Right backatchaβ€οΈ
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Rita
YEP!
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Carisa Adrienne
Rita, I had a feeling you may be feeling me here! πβ€οΈπ
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Rita
I am! I do! I always will! Fuck it.
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Carisa Adrienne
Dying!! I swear my side hurts! Could I love you anymore!!?? Ummmm, Nope I couldn’t! β€οΈ
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Rita
LOL!!!!
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mvitrano
The hardest thing for me to learn in life, something I still struggle with today, is the concept that some things just are not meant to be.
Much love always dear Carisa α¦
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Carisa Adrienne
Mark, I’m right there with you. I’m someone who loves without limits. I wrote something about it a few years back. I’m going to find it. Thinking about it reminds me of you too. You are filled with such love and beauty. Also, One thing I’ve learned is if someone doesn’t love me then it’s their loss.. π I feel sorry for them. Same with you, Mark! β€οΈ
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wwwpalfitness
OK, so when or how long ago did you stop with the emotions? Some people do that and stay together for too long after.
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Carisa Adrienne
This was written a while ago! However, if you’re asking me how long I stayed with him when I shouldn’t have!? I’d guess anytime after knowing him for 24 hours! Ha! π
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wwwpalfitness
LOL, I feel that. Sometimes you get a taste and stay hoping it turns into more.
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wwwpalfitness
I stayed 8 years after a ffirst date that told me a lot. But I was put on the defensive and tried to correct what I thought was my problem and me being wrong.
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Carisa Adrienne
I believe when you don’t feel you’re doing anything right it makes your self esteem low. Which in turn makes you stay in situations you don’t want to be in. It was her loss! Head up, Paul! π β€οΈ
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wwwpalfitness
Well Carisa we both fall into the category of it being their loss. As you are a catch yourself. For me it was in no wat self esteem, while she was attractive, I had dated models, actresses and top athletes. She was the average pretty girl with an agenda. There were always a lot of weird things I dealt with from both her ad her friends. It’s a long ass story.
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thelonelyauthorblog
Laughing. Boy, did you let that out. Happy you’re no longer feeling this way. Be well. Oh, ny the way, that last line was poetic. Loved it.
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Carisa Adrienne
Haha π And I was holding back! Ha! When I was in my early 20’s going through my divorce. Never said a single cuss word until then… But, the “f” word became my creed almost. I don’t allow my kiddos to ever cuss. There was 1 time I allowed my boy to say that word. A time when his health was robbed. There were no words capable of comforting him. We all were broken. He never heard me cuss before. The only words that could express the despair was, “Sometimes life isn’t fucking fair!” I wanted him to know I felt his despair. I don’t know if it was the right thing to say or not. However, he fell into me crying knowing he wasn’t alone. My hope is he realized I knew this wasn’t a little episode in life. This was a life changing moment that changed not just him but me too. β€οΈ. Sometimes that’s the only word that can convey my despair. β€οΈ. Been thinking about you! Hope your not snowed in! π
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thelonelyauthorblog
God, you are special. Happy you teach your kids not to use the words, but even happier you let him use it that time. Sometimes saying “fuck” is the only way to release/express our pain.
Also, glad you undertsand the bad things that happen to us in life, are only momentary transitions. They too will pass. I learned a long time ago, the worst day of our lives are only 24 hours. Always wishing you and your all the best. And I thank God that he let one of his angels (CARISA) brighten our lives.
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Carisa Adrienne
Ahhh… I’m just now seeing this! WP truly wants to keep us apart. π β€οΈ. I love you being in my life. Thank you! π
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thelonelyauthorblog
Smiling. Thanks for saying that.
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Mr Modigliani
Carisa, you are a beautiful talented woman. Stand your ground
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Carisa Adrienne
Awe, you’re way to kind! However, I love you think that about me! I adore you so much!! β€οΈ I’m standing tall π
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persoinpoesia2015
Carisa. Love how you just said it. Straight up. Right on!! This poem is the bomb.
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Carisa Adrienne
Antony, it’s just getting stronger and stronger! Swear it is! πβ€οΈ
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Carisa Adrienne
Antony, I had to go find this on YouTube for you. Every Time I see your words I always feel my admiration and love grow Stronger. I always have this playing in my mind when I comment. Lol. I was cooking last night and it came on my playlist. I had pot holders and opening the oven dancing around the kitchen. I was thinking of you the whole time smiling π
I love it! β€οΈ just like I love you! π
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persoinpoesia2015
thank you Carisa. you’re awesome xxx
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Nadine
Beautiful β€ I can relate
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Carisa Adrienne
Nadine, I always know you feel meβ€οΈ
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Nadine
=)
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Poet Rummager
Irrepressible Carisa! We all have thoughts we need released; no matter how raw. Always let it go in poetry… that’s why I adore you so. β€ π¦
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Carisa Adrienne
My sweet Roseβ€οΈ Thank you so much! You’re so right. At times I can’t express to someone my emotions but I can always express with pen and paper. I adore you more! ππβ€οΈ
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sirensong1208
You are speaking my language this morning. I know this intimately. It should be enough but with some people you can never win, never even finish. It’s never enough. Bravo for you telling it like it is. Smiles.
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Carisa Adrienne
Awe, I never saw this comment this morning! You and I seem to always be on the same page. I hate that you’ve felt this too. I believe it just made us more compassionate people. I adore you so β€οΈ
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sirensong1208
You’ve made my night so much better. I hate that you’ve been made to feel this way as well but I think you are right, it does make us even more compassionate. I adore you too, you are such a sweet soul. x
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Carisa Adrienne
ππβ€οΈ.
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Ranting Crow
I am just smiling. Blow you.. it might end up being just sucking π
or have your hair dance in the wind. while the alcohol have you feint in a cloud of wodka breath.
Okay See I am back and found myself I think.. somewhere in a gutter.
Loved the write.
Let us Fuck it all!
A worldly orgasm.
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Carisa Adrienne
You always make me laugh so much. You have a way with words that make words dance. Your mind in the gutter isn’t always a bad thing.. π
A worldly orgasm… I like that it. π
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stacilys
Human relationships are very delicate, aren’t they. It’s all about give and take. It’s all about making the other happy. However, when that other one just wants to change you and isn’t going to give a thing, something is very wrong. Ugh!
Lovely, yucky, messy, strange human emotions.
Raw and real Carisa.
π
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Carisa Adrienne
You’re so right, Staci! I know nothing is perfect in life. However, it seems if someone knows a person will sacrifice a lot they use that to their advantage. Everyone needs extra care here and there but when it becomes to be constant..: that’s not fair. Staci you so get me π β€οΈ
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stacilys
Soooooo true. That’s the sad reality. Some people are cruel and very selfish.
π β€
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el Zaphod
You are such a tease with your tittle π
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el Zaphod
Oh Carissa …. blog me lol
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Carisa Adrienne
But wasn’t it worth it π
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el Zaphod
as if my imagination needs any help π
I’ll tellya later π
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Carisa Adrienne
You’re definitely a mess!
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el Zaphod
What , you don’t like to make a mess? π
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Carisa Adrienne
Ummm, El Wood! You’re being a dork! I’m finally figuring out what you think I’ve always meant by that! And you are a major dork!
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el Zaphod
El Wood lol that’s cute
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Carisa Adrienne
Ummm, you want me to blog about you!!?? Oh, I like my readers way to much! π
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el Zaphod
hahahahaha aww you are way too sweet and a keeper π
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Carisa Adrienne
That’s why I can’t blog about you π
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el Zaphod
Because you are a keeper or because you are sweet , you know I just realized while typing this you were complimenting yourself …….oh you are sly π
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Carisa Adrienne
Like a fox! π ha!
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el Zaphod
So I see , will have to keep an eye out on you , this may make me cross eyed I am not a cyclops π
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Carisa Adrienne
Haha.. π
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Garfield Hug
I hope you got it out of your system now….take care π
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Carisa Adrienne
I am content for the moment! π
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Chrissy
my daughter made me feel like this today. fuck me. fuck it all. fuck everything.
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Carisa Adrienne
Chrissy, I feel ya.. I so feel ya β€
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Chrissy
thank you Carisa, it’s been tough but this is life
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chris jensen
i see that you have dropped by for a ride! Oops, i mean a read…
Thank you…
kiss kiss chris
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Carisa Adrienne
Haha!! You’re so funny! ;). β€
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chris jensen
So, sorry..
hugs chris
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Carisa Adrienne
why are you sorry ?? π
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chris jensen
In reference to using the word “ride”…
chris
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Carisa Adrienne
Awe, don’t ever be sorry about that. Life is better when we laugh! I was laughing so much! I wasn’t laughing at you.. I was laughing with you! π
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chris jensen
Why thank you, i don’t mind ifinn you laugh at me…
What’s life without a little fun..
kiss kiss chris
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michnavs
It has very strong emotions..
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Carisa Adrienne
It’s one of those things that needs to be released π β€οΈ
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Kabir Malik
Carisa … how are you???? All good at your end?
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Carisa Adrienne
Hey! You! Happy β€ day!!!! I’m doing. Better. I had the flu for about a week. Then my youngest broke his ankle. It’s been so chaotic. How are you? I’ve been thinking about you a lot. How are you?
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Kabir Malik
Been missing you. Did you receive my messages on hangouts?
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Carisa Adrienne
I had to delete my hangouts because it got into the wrong hangouts. But I’m going to use my email address that starts as Silver… You know which one it is. If you message me I can read it and respond in a bit. Having my dad over any second now.
Hope you’re doing. Awesome!!
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Kabir Malik
Sure .. Will mail you. Take care. Enjoy!!!
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